Have you ever been raped or molested? It can be excruciatingly painful…no lubrication, a big dick, an angry person, a fast person, a violent person, a drugged-out high person…it can hurt like hell as your little body tears or rips. Vaginal tears can hurt for days and the pain can radiate and feel into the stomach area or other areas in little kids. I used to beg my mom that my stomach hurt, while lying on the floor crying. You can’t see “down there” so you don’t know what is wrong. You find blood spots in your underwear, but nobody cares, so maybe nothing is wrong. It might hurt to piss, as the urine burns the tears “down there,” so you try to hold it as long as you can. If you don’t go, it does not sting. And as the tears heal, they might itch and add to the uncomfortableness of the experience. Oh and chaffing can h
appen because your little skin is soft and small compared to a big man who does not use lube rubbing against you. Oh yeah, and spit doesn’t count as lube. Fucking causes friction and friction causes fresh chaffing. Chaffing burns and hurts sometimes when you put on underwear or touch it. It can also sting when you pee, so you hold it. But again, you can’t really see it because it is “down there” and nobody cares, so maybe nothing is wrong… See? — STOP hurting kids.
Besides rape
, abuse can occur when a child is forced to give a BJ? Think about large a man compared to the mouth of a child. Children don’t understand and when they are told to “suck the lollipop” or “let the worm go home” it makes very little sense… but what makes sense it the gagging and the feeling of suffocating and not being able to breathe while some big asshole is shoving your head against his lower region so that his dick is getting serviced. And being forced to swallow slimy, salty, stuff that you have no idea what it is, but you know it doesnt taste like a lollipop. Or if he pulls out of your mouth but shoots it all over your little face which is worse, because now you “see” what it is. And your insides die everytime because you have no control and you are nothing more than a slave there to service people who really don’t care about you. See? — STOP hurting kids.
, abuse can occur when a child is forced to give a BJ? Think about large a man compared to the mouth of a child. Children don’t understand and when they are told to “suck the lollipop” or “let the worm go home” it makes very little sense… but what makes sense it the gagging and the feeling of suffocating and not being able to breathe while some big asshole is shoving your head against his lower region so that his dick is getting serviced. And being forced to swallow slimy, salty, stuff that you have no idea what it is, but you know it doesnt taste like a lollipop. Or if he pulls out of your mouth but shoots it all over your little face which is worse, because now you “see” what it is. And your insides die everytime because you have no control and you are nothing more than a slave there to service people who really don’t care about you. See? — STOP hurting kids.
when the abus
e continues, the person learn defense mechanisms so that he/she feel nothing. Some kids split there world, so that there is a “day daddy and a night daddy” and they forget about the “night” after it happens. Some kids dissociate, float into the ceiling, the wall, anywhere so “it” is not happening to them… And some, dissociate into “parts” so those “parts” suffer the pain and feelings and the child can continue to live. With defenses in place, you feel nothing, but you absorb all the shame and guilt and feelings of disgust into your soul. See? — STOP hurting kids.
e continues, the person learn defense mechanisms so that he/she feel nothing. Some kids split there world, so that there is a “day daddy and a night daddy” and they forget about the “night” after it happens. Some kids dissociate, float into the ceiling, the wall, anywhere so “it” is not happening to them… And some, dissociate into “parts” so those “parts” suffer the pain and feelings and the child can continue to live. With defenses in place, you feel nothing, but you absorb all the shame and guilt and feelings of disgust into your soul. See? — STOP hurting kids.
And what are the results of hurting children? … the life of the person writing this blog. See, it affects the child and later the adult. The pain of abuse does not end when you get free of it. I and many others live with it everyday. I and many others believe the only way out is death. I and many others never see an end to the effects of years of abuse.
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